Rambling My Thoughts

Best Friend finally called back last night-it felt good to talk to him. He just sits and listens to me ramble. He asked about The Ex, and how I was doing, my explanation of me still hanging out with The Ex about 2 times a week was almost enough to make him hang up on me, but I did tell him about the New Guy and he almost died with happiness.

Best Friend usually drills me about any guy I meet and go on dates with, but last night all he said was "Did he make you laugh?" "Yes" I replied and he left it alone. I don't know if he was just happy that I'm moving on or he has given up on me. Geez.

I sometimes wish we were born with toe tags that told you who your partner would be.

-Here's to wishing!!

Andrea and Her Men

Because this blog is made for women to read so they know that they aren’t alone and all relationships aren’t the same when I post a life story I won’t be using names other then my own. Its about us (not men) and how we see it through our eyes. For clarification though this posting is to give you a bit of a back ground of what role My Men play in my life. Also please feel free to comment on anything that gets posted. Share your story!!

My men-

Best Friend- We have been friends for 10 years. He has been there through all of my stupid relationships, good ones too. He pops in and out of my life, some times we go with out talking for a couple of months, but he’s always there when I need him. He tells me the blunt honest truth, even when I don’t want to hear it, but I know he does it because he loves me.

The Bodyguard- Protector of Drea when I go to the club and start acting a fool. Gotta love him. He’s straight muscle and intimidating but below all that a totally sweet guy…and before you ask, we are nothing more than friends…there isn’t any other vibe there. (The Ex thinks differently but oh well to bad) He can make me laugh for days!

The Ex- We have been dating for 10 months and for the most part my writings will be about him. I do love him with all my heart but I am not what he wants (thats what he says when he gets mad at me). He wants to date me but also wants to be able to see other people…that’s a no for me. We talk every couple of days and to be fully honest on weekends where there has been some drinking he will pop up at my house or me at his. Its hard to let him go. He’s everything that I want in my partner. He’s smart, educated, has a good job and a wonderful family. I don’t have to say anything to him and he usually knows what I’m thinking.

The New Guy- Sweet heart. He can hold a conversation and I can see us dating. He’s super new though. I just met him and we’ve only been on one date. I met him at a club in the City and he actually chased me down the street to get my number, even after I made a rude comment (I’m not really one to give my number out at the club).

So for now these are the men in my life. It’s a complicated tangled mess at the moment. The Ex doesn’t know about the New Guy, I’m afraid of what will be said when he finds out. I shouldn’t care but there is that part of me that’s not ready to let him go for good.

Things about Liz and her Man

1. Where did you meet? Nan's house in Sacramento
2. What was the first thought that went through your head when you met? He's so funny and cute
3. Do you remember what she/he was wearing? That yellow shirt with the monkey band on it!
4. Where was the first time you kissed this person? aah in an apt, Nan's, but different apt than where and when we met!
5. How did he/she ask you out? we just talked on the phone soo much it was assumed.
6. Where did you go for your first date? hmmm...first real date?..Cheesecake Factory
7.How long did you know this person before you became a couple? 3-4 months..
8. Has this person ever proposed to you? .we kinda just knew we wanted to be with each other for the rest of our lives., but yes he did!!..
9. Do you and this person have kids together? No...we're waiting
10. Have you ever broken the law with this person? I don't think so
11. When was the first time you realized that you liked this person? the first time I saw him..
12. Do you get along with any of the ex's of your partner? umm..i don't know any of them to either like them or hate them.
13. Do you trust this person?yes
14. Do you see your partner in your future? I better..
15. Whats the most expensive thing this person has given you? Probably my ring
16. What is one thing he/she does that gets on ur nerves? He snores
17. What is the thing you do that gets on his/her nerves? my crying
18. Where do you see each other in 15 years from now? Still married, with 2 kids and a house

Poem from a broken heart

Broken hearted all alone
My life I lead, I’m on my own.

Gentle kisses fade away
A place in my heart is where you are laid.

Memories will fade as time goes on
Yet remembering what we had will still stay strong.

Giving up this early must have been hard to do.
Simple things I’ll miss, saying I love you.

Time will only tell what will happen with our lives

Will we come back to a familiar place?
Or will there be forever this sad empty space?