Lets call it an Adventure!!

I've been thinking about how to word this all week so here goes nothing!

So sometimes I feel like I'm flying by the seat of my pants. (by the way I've had a glass of wine already and I'm supposed to be packing my house.) Work, moving, everything else is a lot right now.

I don't like moving but we have to...long story I wont get into details but we aren't able to get a place that we really want yet so we are moving to the "In-laws" which is going to test our relationship and it scares me. We are a team but I don't like the stress that I see happening. I'm going to have to commute 2 hours each way and with his long hours I pray that the love that we have for each other gives us the patients when the road gets rough.

Work, well that's interesting too. It's been a hard group to get into and some people there make you feel like an outsider. I'm not there to compete with anyone, but if someone asks my opinion or if I don't understand something I'm going to ask or tell them. Its a tough group and sometimes I just hide in my office. Maybe I do talk a lot but its only so they can get to know me, but it was pointed out the other day that some people don't like that I talk so much and that's hard.

All of this I guess I have to look at as an adventure, otherwise I know that its all going to get to me and that may distroy who I am as a person.

Never been here before

Other then being crazy busy with my new job I have to say I've never been here before...100% content. Yep, that's right, I have always felt that there was something missing in my life, wither it be with work or personal but as of this moment I feel full and complete.

I am happy with work, I am happy with my relationship and I am overall happy with life. Do I wish some times I had more money or brand new things? SURE I do, who doesn't? But those things do not make me who I am. I do not need those things to be happy or complete. I need all that I have and if grander things come my way then so be it, I will work towards them, please don't get me wrong, but I will not dwell on what I don't have. I only look at what is in front of me or beside me and Love it. All of it. I am blessed and I don't take that for granted.

Finally things are falling into place

After being laid off for 6 months I now have a job too!!! Go us! I have been working for Rosenblum Cellars for the last month and I love it. It keeps me super busy and it pays really well.

Also, I am happy to report that the Boyfriend and I are doing great! Due to the job that I have we are now able to get all the things that we have wanted for our house and for our future and it feels amazing. First a washer & dryer, tv, kitchen table, couch, pots & pans, and a new bed!!! Also on the list is a trip out of the country....Fiji maybe? (liz you wanna go too?)

I dont think I have been this happy in a really long time. I am truly thankful and still taking it all in...I feel like a grown-up.